Inadequate

Inadequate. Selfish.

You're great, but…

I love you, but…

You're not enough. Maybe you don't deserve what you want.

If you did, why is finding it so hard? Wouldn't IT find YOU?

Why aren't you happy?

Come on, things aren't so bad. There are a lot of people in this world who have it much worse than you do. There is suffering on a much grander scale than you're feeling.

So it's not perfect. You're don't deserve perfection – you're not perfect. How dare you ask that from anybody or anything.

In fact, you're actually not all that great.

If you were  you would have what you want.

So while you're free falling through chaos, trying to grip onto anything you can, know that you did this.

Because you are inadequate.